Virginity .....Bad kisser ....😶😶⚠️⚠️

I have frequent thoughts and dreams of losing it but somewhere deep inside I dont Want to .I guess its because i dont want to lose it to the wrong person or i dont know what it feels like and mainly I wouldnt know what I was doing  .Another thing I dont know how to kiss (Is that Bad ?)so I like avoid the whole situation but some day its going to come dwn to both so what do I Do ? Help plzz