Random ..

So im in highschool everyones all in love and coupled but I am a lame and IG im into Boys now (Im not gay i just never gave boys a second thought ) But Ive texted Alot of "Options" and its only two that I really Like And feel a connection to .The problem is ive talked to one for 3yrs now and We sort of fell off and the other we still talk but i dnt really trust him  I refuse to Trust A boy so i just play along .Is this Bad .? Any advice ?