I just found out I am pregnant. I am excited but I shouldn't have told my friend. I was just trying to help to give her some ideas of what worked. We both have been trying for a while. As I was telling her and sharing my excitement I realized at that moment that as happy as I was it must be hard for her. While I was ttc it was so hard to see people getting pregnant and I wasn't. I would be like why not me so I know exactly how it feels. Its awful. I did say sorry and tried to give her some encouraging words. She said it was ok and she would try preseed and whatever else I had mentioned that would help. I just can't help but feel like an awful person. What was I thinking? My excitment has turned to guilt.