This isn't my first rodeo. Labor and delivery doesn't phase me at all. However, I notice at 37 weeks I'm not near as anxious to birth this child, as I was too birth my son.

With my first I counted the days. I tried inducing I was that ready for him. With this one, even as miserable as I am, im hesitant for some reason.

Like I said, its not L&D that's getting me. I'm so excited to finally see my little boy, kiss that little face and play with those little baby toes...

Idk what it is, I'm just not in any hurry and he will be here very soon.

I think the thought of adjusting to life with 2 kids and all it requires juggling makes me nervous. Idk if I'm going to be able to do it. W a 2 yr old, I wonder, Am I going to be able to manage 2 kids and still be able to keep everyone happy, healthy, content and well adjusted?? :(