Don't know how to feel.

I recently found out my boyfriend was cheating via text skype emails phone calls pictures. When I discovered this I told him I am completely done I wanted him to leave my home. I began to put his things out and He Physically Attacked Me. I am also 8 weeks pregnant with our first child. I called the cops I am going through with pressing charges. I was taken to the hospital and everything is fine.

I can't help but to feel angry sad disgusted lonely, I even thought of aborting the baby. We were together since we were teenagers I'm 29 he is 30. I don't know what to do. I'm only certain of one thing I'm not taking him back. I never wanted to be a single mother but because I have sickle cell anemia I feel blessed to be able to carry a child, I just don't know what to do. HELP.