I am sexually attracted to women. I am not emotionally or romantically attracted to the and can't picture myself ever feeling that way. However I do enjoy sexual fun with a woman and have done it many times. (I enjoy going down) Also I feel guilty about this. I'm not sure if this is because I enjoy it so much and I fear I'll be outed in some way. Idk but I hold back a lot and I'm not fully enjoying something I enjoy doing. If that makes any sense. By the way, I'm a very feminine female lol. I'm all girl and only like fems. Does that mean anything? How do I get comfortable with this part of me and start enjoying myself fully? Without the after thoughts or shame?