So this will likely sound crazy, but I feel like I missed out on my pregnancy. My son was born at 30 weeks. I'm of course thrilled he's here and doing well post-NICU, but I had just started to grow my bump, I hadn't had my shower yet, hadn't done maternity photos yet. I feel like there wasnt a chance to document first pregnancy milestones. I don't know why I feel this way when my boy has safely arrived. #crazyemotions