Need some cheerleaders here.

Tia
Why do I continue to do this to myself?
I know that 6 DPO is way too early to test, I know that even if I do get my miracle if wouldn't show up yet....
I feel like a drug addict driving to Walmart to get my fix of tests..only to have them be negative as always...
I'm feeling really down and need some encouragement from my Glow family.