Help!

Nicole
So just hit the 1 year mark for ttc #1. 😥 I don't get health insurance back untill nov. I have regular periods been using ovulation kits but I've had mid cycle bleeding the last 3 months. Is this normal? I'm so sad over this and I don't understand I'm 27 and healthy!! Why won't this happen for me! I never thought it would be this long. Just been really depressed over it lately. Feel like I'm not woman enough or the universe thinks I'll be a terrible mother... Can any one relate... I feel so alone...