I regret what I'm about to tell you...

No one know but my husband and I but several years ago, I mean like 10 years ago when I was young and stupid, I terminated a pregancy. I regret and I have to live with it so please don't judge or chastise me, I already do it to myself. Well now I'm trying to have a baby and it's not working. Sometimes I think it's karma, sometimes I wonder if the procedure caused me to become infertile? Whatever the cause it would be my fault. Anyway, my point is, would anyone anonymously or otherwise let me know if they've ever terminated a pregancy and then were able to conceive later on? I'm beating myself up over here. We've been TTC for 4 months now.