Went to a baby shower and a girl announced she is pregnant there because she wasnt drinking. I'm not close with these girls (just my friend that the shower was for). So I said congrats and was super excited for her. Apparently they were trying for a year so they went to the specialist but ended up being pregnant before the specialist had to step in. They don't know I'm trying. It was nice to hear other people's struggles but it's also difficult because af is probably going to show for me. I really don't know what else to do. The only thing I can think of is if when we don't use opks we are missing the egg release. I'm at my breaking point if af shows. I put a tampon in before I went and I got home and there was brown cm on it so maybe it's af starting. Ugh idk anymore. I'm definitely being punished I think