So my mother law is giving me a baby shower this Saturday because I didn't care to have one any how I don't have any friends out here so I think the list was 12 people most are family no one has rsvp or said anything about if they are gonna come or not I asked her and she said don't worry if no one comes we will just have a welcome home baby party ugh wait no we are not ✋ I don't want all kinda people around my baby when she is first born and I dam sure don't wanna be around people who don't even have the decency to tell you if they can attend a baby shower these things are not free and no one want to waste time or money preparing for people who aren't gonna be there it's like I'm really tired of the friends I been coming across. I'm the kinda friend if you need me I'm there and if I can't be I will let you know but it just seems like the people I meet can care less about me  ugh I will just be happy when all this is over