It has been a vary difficult 4 months for me. Found out in April that we were finally expecting our first child after trying for almost 3yrs. Went to see the dr on the 8th of May and then for my first ultrasound. Baby measured at 6 weeks 4  days four days later on May 13th I ended up having a miscarriage.  😭 we waited the one cycle like we were told to do and still no rainbow baby. I am starting to think that this baby was my only chance for a family and that I should just give in that a family is not in our cards. My husband has told me I am putting to much pressure on my self that is why we are having such a hard time conceiving