Just one of days where I just want to give up

Ok so it's been 2 yrs that I've been TTC baby #2 and all I get is BFN especially when I'm I'm late and no sign of AF coming time soon. Throughout these two years I have seen all of closest friends including my best friend pregnant now the part that gets me upset the most is that 2 of them didn't even want to the baby, and one of them has had 2 abortions before keeping the baby tht she is pregnant with. Now I just found out two days ago that one of my sisters in law is also pregnant. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for them I really am but Idk I'm starting to think that it just wont happen I just won't get that BFP that I would love to see. I mean it was so easy to get pregnant with my son. Sometimes I just feel like throwing my hands up and saying I give up!  😢😥 and today is one of those days where I feel like it's time to give up