Non-prescription Clomid?

Has anyone ever tried or thought about buying clomid to assist with ovulation?

Ive been TTC officially for 3+ years now and NTNP for 7 years with 4 losses. I have extremely irregular cycles and PCOS is suspect. No dr in my area will prescribe me clomid yet my old drs were thinking about it. (recently moved just over 1 year ago)

Im 27, hubby is 30 and no living children and we are desperate to start a family.

Yes i know of side effects and risks but im thinking about taking this risk.. so please do not comment if you just want to lecture me.

Im posted this as anon initially till i see feedback