It sucks but not as bad as when we were trying for our first. Cause at the end of the day I still have my levi (he's 14 months!) I really wanted them to be closer in age than they will be now... but I feel like God knows what he is doing more than I do! So I'm being patient for the most part. No tears every month like when we were ttc with levi. Anyone else in the same boat?