Waiting is too hard.

Je

Just one of those nights where I'm just as depressed as ever. I'm supposed to be ovulating this week. And I almost wanted to cry when when my SO pulled out earlier today. He's not ready, and I'm trying really hard to respect that and not pressure him. But it's really hard some days when I want a baby really bad.

I really shouldn't have looked at baby bump pictures today. It makes me jealous.

I feel like a horrible girlfriend for wanting to throw a fit earlier lol.

Anyone else having a bad day ?