I'm really terrified to have my hopes up this high right now. I haven't been stressing so much about getting pregnant in a few months because I always end up disappointed anyway. But this month my hopes are really high. AF is due in 2 days. I usually spot a few days before she shows but I haven't had any spotting yet, which is very unusual. After 2 1/2 years of trying, I really hope it's my month.