Pregnancy and anxiety - it's long

When I was younger I hated school & bein away from my mum, my dad died when I was 5 so I had time off school and when i had to go back I hated it. I would cry, & cry so much that I was sick then my mum would have to get me so I'd do it purposely. My daughter has recently gone from 1 day a week at pre-school to 3 and it has triggered all these emotions and feelings I got when I was younger. I know my daughter is safe, and I know she has fun at school so that's not what makes me feel this way. I cry every day that she has to go to school, i feel so depressed and it brings back this feeling of anxiety from when my mum used to leave me & I can't stop myself from crying and feeling sick. I went to the docs today & he pretty much told me to wait it out, it will pass, he doesn't wanna give me medication because I'm pregnant & he wouldn't want to risk anything affecting the baby (obviously neither do I) but he's put me on a waiting list to see a councillor which could be 6-8 weeks.. I just don't know what to do :-( I feel like that's not right, my baby is due in 9 weeks, I don't want to cry every single day, I don't want my daughter to know that I'm crying about school. Please does anyone have any advice :(