Giving Up ๐Ÿ˜“

Shay
So when I was younger I was raped & doctors said I will never have kids because my cervix was ripped ๐Ÿ˜“ well February 24 2015 I found out I was pregnant but then led to a miscarriage and D&C In April ....April 10th to be exact ๐Ÿ˜‘ well now that I know I CAN get pregnant I just want to know that I can keep the baby , we started back this month fertle days was sep 1st - 8th we BD on all those days & three extra days .... my boobs hurt & I have VERY thick discharge, also I've been sleeping for like a WHOlE day...AF is due sep20th & I have been taking test like crazy but nothing but BFN ๐Ÿ˜ก ....when I was pregnant last time it did take awhile before getting a positive so I'm scared that's the reason the baby didn't make it because I found out too late....I'm starting to loose hope & kind of starting to stress myself out trying to imagine a line on top of these negatives....can anyone give me hope ?