Maybe I'm going crazy...

Kimberly
I'm not sure what in the world is going on with me. I've had two previous pregnancies that resulted in two beautiful boys, but I don't remember feeling like this before. I have no idea if I'm pregnant or not, because AF is due Mon Sep 20. But I just broke down crying in the middle of Red Lobster for basically no reason what so ever. This isn't my favorite place to come, but my husband loves it, and he just landed a new job, so we came here to celebrate for him. I had stared at the menu for 20+ minutes & had not idea what I would want to eat, so I had the waitress take my husband's order & told her I still wasn't ready & if let her know when I was. Then my husband made a suggestion of something I could order that he knows that I like, and I just started crying out of nowhere. I wasn't mad, I wasn't sad, I was just crying. I may have been slightly frustrated because I couldn't decide, but I really wasn't upset. I can only remember two other times I acted this way, and I was pregnant with my youngest son during both of those. One of which was when I was just barely pregnant & hadn't even found out yet. It was probably about a week before my missed period. I'm just confused. I'm not sure weather I should think I may be pregnant or if I'm just losing my mind. We have been trying for about 6 months, with no luck so far. We got pregnant very quickly last time, after only three months of trying.... I'm just venting, im sorry. I just didn't want to vent to my husband tonight, since we are celebrating him, and after my tears in the resturaunt. Lol