Doctor's Appt

Danielle • Married since Jan 2012, TTC #1 since Sept 2014, pregnancy losses Sept 2015 and Oct 2016, praying for our rainbow baby.
Is it weird that I don't actually want to go? I mean, I know it's good for my baby and all, but I'm worried the doctor will tell me I'm crazy and that there's no baby in there... Just wondering if I'm all by myself on this one. Lol. P.S. I'm going, I'm just worried about it.