My husband and I suffered a miscarriage in August of this year when I was about 7 weeks gestation. He is deploying overseas in a couple weeks and we've decided to give it one last try before he leaves which means this is our last chance before deployment. Lately, I've been getting very emotional over seeing other pregnant women. Some of my closest friends are pregnant and I am happy for them but at the same time it frustrates the hell out of me especially when their pregnancy wasn't planned. My husband's 15 year old step brother recently discovered he was going to be a father... This not only angered my husband but also myself. We've been trying to start a family for months and people can get pregnant and be so careless when they're children still themselves! It angers me so much. I just want it to be our time and have our beautiful rainbow baby and be a family.