So glad to have found this group!

Hi, im new to glow. Just turned 30, found out i was pregnant in July and then miscarriage at 6 weeks. My husband was so over the moon about a baby (this would have been our first) and tried his best to be supportive after the miscarriage. Considering i didnt even know i wanted a baby i was so shocked by how deeply i felt and still am feeling the lost. My best friend told me she was pregnant one week after my miscarriage and my head is excited for her but my emotions can't deal with hearing about it which i absolutely hate feeling that way!!! I want to be so excited for her but it just hurts!!! And makes me sooo angry about our loss.

Last month we TTC but it didnt take and i was so shattered when the test came back negative. Trying again this month but i hate the pressure that im feeling which im doing to myself. Can anyone else relate?