This will be my last pregnancy, I already have two boys 9&4 and now I'm pregnant with twins. I am in my early thirties and very small, my best friend is due two weeks before me with one and I have maybe half of her belly. I just can't seem to shake this feeling of desperately wanting my body back. Idk if its because I am in my thirties, because I'm carrying girls, or just because they are twins but I am miserable. I feel like I'm failing my two children that I already do have even though I am very involved in their lives. My oldest is in football and I not only am Ob the board but run the concession stand as well. Every ache and pain just gets the best of me. I want this to be over so I can have my body back . my family and my husband are so supportive but I just want to be left alone and for the girls to just get out. I'm only 33 weeks and feel ridiculous for being so whiny but at this point I'm starting not to care. I know there are plenty of women who would love to be in my shoes and while imgrateful, I'm freaking tired!!!!!! The contractions are doing nothing! And st his point they're constant. My last appt my dr said my cervix was softening which i think je only said to pacify me. Just not close enough to dilate me I suppose. Sorry this is so long I just needed to vent.