15 weeks today... No ultrasound.

I've had 1 ultrasound around 8/9 weeks but they wouldn't allow me to see the screen.

This is my third child and I have never had a pregnancy where I wasn't allowed to look and never received any print outs of the baby.

I guess I'm just feeling down about it because everyone else has these beautiful pictures of their babies and I've yet to see mine.. Has this happened to anyone else?

I have another ultrasound at 19 weeks to find out the gender. I'm really hoping we get something then..