I have been so emotional the last week, got off AF and every little thing just gets me. I just feel so overwhelmed with the pressure of moving back to Cali and trying to find a job. Finally landed a job and youd think id be over the moon considering im so hard on myself, but I was the least bit happy. Im taking a job that I dont care to even take to more so please my husband, rather then me ; ( and now this job wants me to train all the way down in Culver City (mind you were I live I dont have to deal with traffic) I hate congested freeways and traffic its a panic attack waiting to explode. I feel alone and confused as hell and to top it off im never this emotional...im sure some think im over reacting (myabe I am) I dont know just needed to vent!!