I want to go out alone and enjoy me a damn iced coffee & a muffin.. Is that so much to ask? 😂 my goodness

Before living with my SO & his big family, I was always alone. Had my own things I liked to alone, no one to question me about what I was doing, went to school, worked, went shopping (ALONE).. Dont get me wrong, I enjoyed people's company but only for a very short while! I love hanging out with my SO, he is probably the only person who's company I enjoy at anytime. Before I forget to mention, I am pregnant expecting our first. I'm due real soon. But lately I have been feeling like I need / want some alone time. I have this strong urge to just go out on my own quietly & enjoy myself a damn coffee and muffin lol here's the kicker. I can't be alone. I can't go out alone. Oh my dear SO worry's something might happen to me. OK, I don't blame him, shit happens right? But c'mon :( I want to be alone for a couple of hours and it's almost entirely impossible lol and with a baby on the way, I feel as though I definitely need it, there's not alone time for a long time after baby. Maybe I'm just going about it the wrong way, you know ? Wanting some time alone thing? I'll just say "okaaay , I'm going out somewhere to get me a frap & a muffin, see ya ✋" & I get stopped dead in my tracks.. & not in a controlling way, but still.

Ladies, what are some of your ideas when it comes to having alone time? What do you enjoy doing while being alone? If you have children or a large family, how do you escape the madness to be alone? I'm interested ☺