Is this it or am I just getting my hopes up?

Alicia

Since sat Ive felt off and while I've been contracting at night for weeks...they have been consistent at night and dying off during the day. Yesterday, I went to my 39 week appt and had dropped some more but was still at 1.5_2cm 50% thinned. My contractions started back up after my appt and were consistent but continued to have them on and off today with lots of pressure down there and pain down my back and into my thighs...I feel like ive been ran over by a bus lol I've been wearing a pad and have what I believe to be mucous plug but ive been losing that for awhile. Been out walking around and still feeling them. Idk.....don't wanna get my hopes up. My first pregnancy was way different and my water broke before my contractions so I had to be on pitocin but that was also 9 years ago.

What do y'all think?