I think I'm bipolar and anxious.

🌸Brandee • She's my angel dressed in armor. ❤️
I've been irritable and uncomfortable to the point where I feel like I can't function. Little tiny things set me off and my whole day is ruined. I've always had an anxiety problem, but I think it's getting worse. And the mood swings are insane. I used to blame it all on hormones and birth control because that's when I started being overly sensitive and emotional. My SO never believed BC could make me so crazy. The other night, he told me he thinks something is wrong with me. And it got me thinking. I don't even recognize myself. I used to be a very down to earth and fun loving person. Now, one little thing happens or is said and I feel something switched inside me. I get the urge to just scream and yell at the top of my lungs and throw things... The next second, I'm broken down and crying so hard I can't breathe. I'm acting hysterical and that isn't me! That's never been me! I want to get help, but don't even know where to start. Should I talk to a counselor or go straight to a doctor??? I don't know...