BFN yet again

Stephani • Marrying my high school sweetie. We have been ttc since March of this year. I`m now an Angel Mommy (09/2015)
I tested with first morning urine and got my wonderful BFN! me and my fiancé are hurting pretty good. it's worse when you pray to God for that happiness that you know will help with your depression. I'm hurt and needing prayers or kind words.