Depression

I just need to let it out I feel as if I'm stuck although I know I'm not the only one going through this it just gets rough sometimes. My husband (27) and I (21) have been trying to conceive for almost 3 years and it's just been so overwhelming, I'm irregular I've been on and off on treatments to help me regulate and just now I've been on treatment for 2 months straight (provera & clomid) I've done so much test and everything is "fine" my husbands tests have also come back perfectly fine. It's just so hard at times I wanna give up, at times I feel optimistic. I just feel like I can't no more. As I'm writing this tears are running down my face I wanna be positive and believe that one day I'll be able to empower women going through this, but I can't take this pain.