I'm so so so so depressed being pregnant. I hate it. I've stayed home my whole pregnancy because I hate it so much. I refuse to see friends, talk to them just because I feel lame because I can't do what they're doing. I am so embarrassed to admit it but I have hated every single part of being pregnant. I hate when he kicks, its just annoying, I hate all the little milestones, its taken a huge emotional tole on me. I love my son but my biggest thing is that he's not here with me. I was so hoping I was dialated today so I could get a membrane sweep but I'm not and I've been in bed crying on and off all day and when I'm not crying I'm sleeping. I asked her about induction and she offered to do it the 28th but then decided against it and just made my next appointment for that day. I'm so depressed I don't think I can handle another week being pregnant and I feel overdramatic saying it but idk what to do. Like this appointment today took away the last good feelings I had and I don't know what to do. I wanna crawl in a hole until he comes. Like I probably won't leave my bed for the most part this week. Like I know most woman hate being pregnant but I don't think its to this point. Im so sad its making me be so bitter and be mean to everyone around me. I can't stop.crying Should I call my doctor again and bring it up?