I am 34 weeks tomorrow I have been in slow labor since friday ( they have me on meds to keep me from being fully in labor) I've had the steriods shots to boost my son's lungs ...he is almost 6 lbs already ....I need him to come out with strong healthy lungs and a hearty appetite I can't handle another baby in the nicu not to mention I wouldn't be able to be with him every day like I was my first son because I can't and won't just leave my 16 month old with just any one. I'm freaking out because my husband is out of town (it was mandatory :(. ...

I am freaking out I really just want him here he has to be here for our sons birth I need him idk what to do what if the doctor ls tell me tomorrow that he's coming and ugh I just need prayers please we really need prayers