I posted a topic about 2 weeks about about my Job Search Depression . I had just finished my CNA class and it seemed as if nobody wanted to hire me this went on for a full month . I was depressed . Crying all over the place, different thoughts of killing myself ran through my mind (I never acted they was just there), everything bugged me, I was lashing out at my SO we had a million problems that I mostly created fought just about everyday and on the verge of leaving each other alone for good and anybody who said 2 words to me this went on for a full month everyday . I was talking to my SO telling him why everything was happening the way it was and he told me just pray about it and stay focused . So that's what I did . I simply took 5 minutes out of my day and prayed that I landed a interview and also to Thank God for what I already have . I started doing this every day . Every time I was just sitting there doing nothing I prayed . Now I pray at least 5 times a day . In the car in the shower when I wake before sleep . Then just two days later I landed a interview at an hosptial I've been applying to since I got my CNA license . And I just found today they extended me an offer and course I accepted it and soon as I got on the elvator I fell to my knees and Thanked God . My relationship is 100% better we are now planning to move and will start trying to conceive within a month after that . I'm happy with myself I'm happy with him I'm happy with life . Just a year ago today I had doubts about religion and God and I didn't pray or even think about it . But look what just happened to me I don't know who I'm speaking to but I promise you it gets better . Accept God into your life and it will get better sooner than you think you just have to stick around for it .