Ok so in december while my son was at his dads i tried to kill myself and almost succeeded, i checked myself into an institution and lost my son in april due to being unstable. I dont do drugs, i never beat my kid, not even spank. So i took this time to get my shit together. I missed his birthday, mothers day, everything. Monday i have a meeting with his dad and foc to get supervised visitations. Then i get every other weekend. I have worked my ass off in five months to get my son back. New apartment, vehicle, job. Everything. So i am a very proud mom today. I havent been able to see him or talk to him. I cant wait to just hold him. Hes six btw.