So. In the past i was in an abusive relationship. It was my first realy boyfriend. He used to hit me and the mental abuse was terrible. But now i'm dating a guy who treats me with so much love and respect. Our home life is so opposite its scary. My brother passed away 3 days after we started dating and he's still sticking around. My brother passed away almost a year ago. My current bf and I are still together. But i'm afraid that i'm majorly going to fuck up and i'll lose the only man i've ever truely loved. He treats me with so much love and gives me support when i need it. But im so scared he'll just wake up one morning and he'll want someone pretty and funny. What do I do...?