This is our second miscarriage in a year. The first was at 8 weeks, almost 9. And this one was around 5 weeks.. and I really had a good feeling about this one. I had more symptoms than the last one, my husband and I are more stable now..it just felt right. And then IT happened.. and I think I'm literally just losing it..I put my two weeks in at work (I'm a lead teacher in an infant room) because I just can't be there. I can't see little babies every day knowing I don't and won't have one. I can't eat and I can't sleep unless he like holds me down and makes me. (Not that he's mean..he just cares). And my doctor is considering me for having post partum depression, I have an appointment next week. And it doesn't help that my doctor is like 8 months pregnant and I'm just a ball of emotions when I see her.. I just.. how did you cope/are you coping? The first one wasn't this bad. I was a basket case but I could eat more than a half of a meatball sub...