We got married right after our one year anniversary, yes it was kind of fast but we are each other's soul mates. A month after our wedding we found out I was pregnant before we could really even get excited a week later I had a "spontaneous abortion" this happened two more times afterwards. So after this happened 3 times it seemed like we were constantly on a mission to have sex and try again and again. I never got pregnant again after the third time. Over time I realized we were trying so hard to get pregnant we lost our connection, sex wasn't love making it was just sex we never hugged or kissed anymore. I missed my husband. So I recently told my husband I no longer wanted to "try" to have a baby. I'm tired of almost crying when my period comes in tired of constantly thinking about trying. I just want us to be us again. I'm sorry if this is really long but I just wanted to see if anyone else had to go through this or is going through this. And I also wanna say I enjoy seeing everyone posts of positive test and wanna wish everyone lots of baby dust 🎀💥✨💋