Chemical pregnancy 😭

💕Michelle💕 • I`m a 38 yr old. My husband, 13 yr old son and I are excited to have a baby girl in July!
Well here is my third chemical 😔 I go back to doctors on Friday and I'm so depressed! Why can't I just keep these little beans? I'm 37 and had my son at 26 and I'm starting to feel like I'm a failure and to old. Maybe I should just give up. Maybe it's not mention to be. I don't know anymore. I'm just so depressed. Any suggestions??