Ready to lose The Big V

Shanell • Dreamville 🌻| MN ❄️| • The older I get, the more I accept and appreciate myself • ♌️ IG📷 & SC👻: @shanellariana
I'm 18 just graduated High school 4 months ago , Thank God . I've been dating my boyfriend for almost 3 years & im ready to lose my virginity (2/14/16) . He's the only guy I gave head to , I've gave him head on the bed , and while he's driving , I've been fingered by him & ive been eaten out .. But now I'm just ready to lose my virginity & I'm not nervous but I'm not so hype on the pain .. Any tips & suggestions ? And yes I'm on birth control 💛