I just need to get it out of me

Zar
We've been ttc for the past 5 months and it's not happening. Recently my husband has been such short tempered with me dat it's making not want to have a baby.
He complains about everything I do. He's a control freak. What p*** me off even more is I always make the first move tand say Im sorry. Today I feel like I'm gonna lose my temper and just say I don't want a baby.
I feel so angry rite now!!!.