Depressed (rant)

Ive been going threw a lot with my SO. He thinks I'm cheating on him and now he being abusive in every way u can think of. Idk wat to do, I love him n our family so much, I dont want to lose him! But all this abuse n crying is making me so upset to the point dat i don't want to live no more. I thought bout leaving so many times but with no income and no where to go im stuck. And no ones guna hire someone who's 8 month's pregnant. Right now i cant support my son, baby and myself by myself. Idk what to do anymore. I kno if I stay thing's r just guna get worse. Im posting this anonymous, i don't want to be judged