I feel like I'll never find love, I want to keep waiting for waiting for it since I'm 19 years old. But I feel like no matter what kind of guy I seem to talk to that they are all the same and all want the same thing. Im choosing to be celibate until I find someone whose worthy but I can't help but feel worthless because I've been used by four guys and I have so many flaws that I'm so insecure. At times I feel so beautiful but in the back of my mind the insecurities tell me to sit down and stop thinking that and remember all the things these guys left me for. I know I put my self down a lot but I feel like I'll never find anybody. I've dated different types of guys and the same outcome. In relationships I've always been good at giving a guy space and and fighting for them but I would never fight over any guy because if they are entertaining someone else then that person can have them. I know how to be a relationship without being insecure it's just these guys get to me and make me feel like I'll never find my King. So I tell my self that I'll be a independent woman and trust no one, because I intimidate men when I walk past them. Just a few I thought were worth my time got through to me... But unfortunately they played games with me and left me broke. I don't know what to do, I'm confused and don't know what to feel... I'm only 19 and I feel like I'll never find anyone.