I'm insecure. I really am. I hate my body my boobs everything. Well, me and my boyfriend had sex the other day with my best friend. And she's a squirter. I have not yet been able to. And while I was doing some things to her she said she was about to but made me stop cause she was embarrassed. I later told my boyfriend and he was like can I try to make her and I was like sure whatever..

If it had been any other female I would have flipped my lid. But with her, I don't care as long as I'm there. I just have no issue with it. I'm not sure why.. any suggestions? Any possible theories?

(Don't judge me. I won't listen to it if you judge me and tell me how messed up I am. )