Depressing... Ugh

Jackie
So I'm extremely happy for everyone that had announced that they are pregnant. I'm happy for my friends and family who are also pregnant. But I'm so down in the dumps. My husband and I have been trying. I'm 3 days till AF is here. I listen to glow and took a test. BFN. Nothing. Zip, nada, zilch. It sucks. I keep thinking, MAYBE a line will appear. NOPE nothing. I'm trying to keep composed but it's hard. 
I have also decided that all this negative energy I have will be used for the gym. I'm going to sign up for 24 hour access at my gym today. And starting tomorrow I'm working out. I need to take this negative energy out somehow. 
Anyone have helpful tips on trying?!?!