Really hating this whole TWW

Stephanie • My names Stephanie, I`m 25, a wife and mom to two kids, and expecting #3!
I don't know how I'm going to survive this TWW 😟 I woke up with spotting this morning(which I read was normal after ovulation but never in my life have I had it), and I have a bit of mild cramping. I've still got about a week and a half until AF so I don't want to get my hopes up but I can't help it. Anybody else in this boat??