Lost!!!

Gabrielle
Hi new this app just need to vent I just feel so lost. I had my last AF on August 8th to 13th then September 8th came when I'm suppose to start and nothing then the 9th i came home from work and had brown light discharge on and off tell the 10th now nothing my breast kinda hurt on and off and waking up in the middle of the night to pee for past week or so been taking soooo many hpt 20 dollar ones 1 dollar ones all negative I'm just lost the other option is to go to the doctor but i don't want to go if I'm not for sure ahhhh I want to pull my hair out. I just want to start my monthly so I can start fresh or get a positive. Vent over.