Frustrated

Emma
So it's pouring with rain so hubby has been called into his 2nd job (on call firefighter in Brisbane Australia) and i just did an OPK and of course its the biggest positive ive seen in the 4 months ttc. Im just frustrated because we want this so badly and i was convinced this was our month. So now who knows when he will be home and he has to go back to work tomorrow for a full week of shift work and our last bd was the 24th (5 days ago) :( maybe this isnt our month after all.