I have had a tough time with ttc. Itd hit ne really hard and taken so much out of me emotionally. I started blaming my boyfriend for our lack of conception. I get horrible after the thoughts entered my mind. I started a blog to keep myself sane. I decided to embark on a journey of just finding peace and positivity in hopes of it making a better impact on my ttc journey. You can read it at www.manifestingalittlemess.wordpress.com